have you ever laughed so loud then after the seconds, you felt sad
as if you never laugh before?
have you ever
cried intensively then once you tried to be relief, you smile like something
funny happen tickled your memory?
the adorable
fluctuative.
the emotion has no
border.
no having
borderline.
be able to jump in
blink your eyes, be able to shout out to the sky, then abruptly dropped to the
bottom of the ground.
it's not just
about swings, more complicated that explain it simplicity.
the life maybe
already cursed me beautifully.
indulging me with
unstable emotion.
hugging me with
infuriate fondness.
how's life?
hilarious.
the life mock me
madly.
bring that pain,
i'm not scare anymore because i be able switch the emotion rapidly despite i
feel numb.
i have been
fallin' deeply and flyin' highly so your torment doesn't affect me
significantly.
this border is
gray not white or black.
maybe there is no
border, it is just my imagination.
can not to cut in
a line despite trying to escape.
that's why everything
seems blurry, leaving the scars enchanted in my soul prettily.
the persona shows
off distinguishly.
mesmerizing
other's persona without the borderline.
it's the gift
which hold your hand gentlely.
be little like
coward is not part of the persona.
the borderline
faded to be remedy.
you gonna be
happy.
you gonna be sad.
you gonna be
angry.
you gonna be
disappointed.
you gonna be
tired.
you gonna be
overwhelmed.
you gonna feel it
just seconds then mix it amazingly.
you don't need the
borderline of the emotion.
the humble opinion
said that it's not romanticized.
it tries to accept
what the fate lure on.
the remedy of the broken soul.
